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wishful thinking

Tue, 20 Sep 2011 08:54:00 -0400

I kinda wish to get my high school moments back right now. Well, I’m pretty much stuck in the so-called medical school life where I cant really call it a life.. I mean.. duuuh, it sucks to be a medical school student especially if you’re not interested at all. My dad forced me softly to take medicine as my major in uni. I couldn’t say no to him.. and here I am now. 2nd year med-student.

Apart from that.. Let’s dig into the reality

Define life, people. What is it really? I wake up every morning, doing the same thing.. all over again.. I go to my campus at 6ish in the morning, then sleep between classes, then eat, then go home.. Is that even a life? Haha my life sucks. It kinda is. Yet, I was looking for my missing puzzle piece. One thing I learned.. never look for something.. or someone.. If it/he/she is yours, then you’ll get it/him/her in time. Just be patient. You have to get through a transition in life whereas you can see things clearly afterwards. Without a single hesitation. And wow I can’t believe I found it during holiday! Well not it actually, and well.. It may sound cheesy, but yes.. that perfect puzzle piece is my boyfriend now. I couldn’t ask for more from a guy. He’s the best decision I’ve ever made. You know what? you should really believe it when someone says “You deserve better” because yeah.. I found my better half! :)

Cheers,

The kind of music that keeps me wide awake in the middle of a...

Wed, 04 May 2011 06:46:56 -0400

The kind of music that keeps me wide awake in the middle of a night

Soccer has always been my fave.

Wed, 04 May 2011 06:40:00 -0400

Did you guys watch the soccer match between Real Madrid and Barcelona last night?

Forever and Always - Taylor Swift

Fri, 28 Jan 2011 23:01:26 -0500

Once upon a time, I believe it was a Tuesday
When I caught your eye, we caught onto something
I hold onto the night, you looked me in the eye
And told me you loved me, were you just kidding?
Cause it seems to me, this thing is breaking down
We almost never speak, I don’t feel welcome anymore
Baby what happened, please tell me
Cause one second it was perfect, now you’re halfway out the door

[Chorus]
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you can’t feel nothin’ at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

Was I out of line? Did I say something way too honest?
Made you run and hide like a scared little boy
I looked into you’re eyes
Thought I knew you for a minute, now I’m not so sure
So here’s everything coming down to nothing
Here’s to silence that cuts me to the core
Where is this going? Thought I knew for a minute, but I don’t anymore

(chorus)
And I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you can’t feel nothin’ at all
And you flashback to when he said forever and always
Oh oh, and it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, I don’t think so, oh oh

Oh back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?
Back up, baby back up
Did you forget everything?

Cause it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always

(Chorus)
Oh I stare at the phone, he still hasn’t called
And then you feel so low you can’t feel nothin’ at all
And you flashback to when we said forever and always
And it rains in your bedroom, everything is wrong
It rains when you’re here and it rains when you’re gone
Cause I was there when you said forever and always
You didn’t mean it baby, you said forever and always, yeah

The expendables

Thu, 19 Aug 2010 13:29:01 -0400

I watched the expendables today with Gigi & his henchman.. Haha weird date right? I’d figured so too. The movie was excellent, especially the fighting part.

Can’t believe that those men in there could build up some muscles up till like that…scary biceps!

Daily dose

Wed, 18 Aug 2010 13:29:44 -0400

Daily dose:

Be grateful of what you have, show some gratitude over the things you receive, cause there are a lot of people who suffers more than us.

Merci beacoup

Wed, 18 Aug 2010 13:27:10 -0400

Listening to your voice at the end of the day really made all of my pain go away. Thanks for that.

je mag dat niet doen.

Wed, 18 Aug 2010 11:21:51 -0400

do u ever think that if we give a second chance to people - that there will be a third chance, a fourth chance, a fifth chance,……uncountable chances.

i was on the top of my life, i was trying to highlight every little positive things that ever happened to me, when something hit me — hit me real hard. i wouldn’t say that i’m okay now, cause im being realistic here. cause im not okay. im trying to grasp the idea that maybe theres something tremendous behind this, something that im not aware of, or havent been aware of.

"I’m insensitive sometimes. Uhm, but I’m not oblivious. And I don’t want you to be..."

Mon, 16 Aug 2010 01:22:52 -0400

“I’m insensitive sometimes. Uhm, but I’m not oblivious. And I don’t want you to be with me because you feel like you owe me something.”

"And over the years, we’ve had so many young people come to our ministry hating themselves for..."

Sat, 14 Aug 2010 10:55:05 -0400

“And over the years, we’ve had so many young people come to our ministry hating themselves for their unnatural desires, and within a few months, they’ve found an inner peace and a tranquility that is nothing short of miraculous”

- Reverend Sykes, Desperate Housewives

Fasting

Sat, 14 Aug 2010 02:30:39 -0400

3rd day of fasting and I got sore throat. My body temperature is quite warm as well. Oh God. Help me.

Friday the 13th

Thu, 12 Aug 2010 21:55:09 -0400

Today is Friday the 13th. Today is my bestfriend’s birthday. His name is Aristya Wismoyo, so hereby I say Happy birthday my dear Aris. Hope you get what you want when you want ;)

I’m now queuing in one of the banks in Jakarta to get my ATM card. I will be going to campus B, Universitas Trisakti later to get the invitation letter of the parents and new students meeting. I can’t believe I had these last 4 months goofing around the house and now its almost time to end it. Its almost time to begin a new life. A new dedicated life. Fyi, I’ll be studying medicine for the next 5 years (hopefully I will be dr. Nadia Andriani Putri Maizalius by then) heheh.

Oh and today is the 2nd day of fasting. I feel hungrier than ever!

Last night, when I was bbm-ing with Aris, I cried. I surfed over Facebook and I found my high school pictures, wall to wall from friends mentioning that they had their new BB pins or a new phone number, or simply in the airport, or applying for their student visa(s). I was really sad, knowing the fact that high school is really over. I was devastated. Most of my friends have started their university life now and I realized that I’ll be starting it at this end of the month.

I’ve met a couple of new friends. Well, not actually met, but we gathered into one group in our blackberry. We share thoughts and things.

Err, a bit excited of moving out to an apartment cause I won’t be near my parents. Scratch that, I’m like super excited!!! *woot woot*

Now I ended up giving up in the middle of the line cause it takes such a long period of time. Now I’m off to Trisakti.

Xoxo

"It’s a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier healthier life. As children we..."

Sun, 01 Aug 2010 10:19:52 -0400

“It’s a common belief that positive thinking leads to a happier healthier life. As children we are told to smile, be cheerful, and put on a happy face. As adults we are told to look on the bright side, to make lemonade, and see glasses as half full. Sometimes reality can get in the way of our ability to act the happy part though. Youre hope can fail, boyfriends can cheat, friends can disappoint. It’s in these moments, when you just want to get real, drop the act, and be your true scared unhappy self.”

- Meredith Grey, Grey’s Anatomy

bon voyage

Sun, 01 Aug 2010 10:16:00 -0400

well i dont know where to begin. okay. in the past few weeks, i got companies from netherlands. my relatives. but their english are not that good so i have to learn how to speak dutch a bit. its sort of easy to understand though. Ive been playing with Naomi and Jackie van Kaam eversince. They taught me a bit of dutch for normal conversation like “nee”, “goede avond” and stuffs. it’s pretty exciting to learn a new language. oh and today’s Jackie’s bday. So happy birthday dear :)

umm, i sorta miss my old school at the moment. oh snap, i miss going to school, there i say it. i miss my lunch-table friends who always went crazy at lunch time!! throwing strawberries and imitating people’s voices… one of them, named Monica Winny Suria has already left Jakarta cause she has to continue her studies at LaSalle Singapore, majoring in Fashion Design.

im now preparing for my medical school which i almost stressed out at first, looking at the freaking books and stuffs. but life must goes on, i already called the shot. i cant go back. haha plusss now i have Gigi accompanying me everyday. Thats a plus. or not??

ANYWAY! I finally talked to Dinda, my long-time bestfriend who moved to Germany (shes gonna move to San Fransisco soon). EFF i miss her way too much!!! ;( last time i met her was like december 2009. and it’s almost a year ;(

OH well enough of the writings. I have some errands to do. :)

xox

norway

Tue, 29 Jun 2010 15:38:55 -0400

I’m currently spending my summer in norway. About three days ago, I arrived in denmark then went to norway a day later. I will be going to finland, sweden, russia, and qatar in these upcoming three weeks. I’ve had so much fun in here. I wish I live in here. Anyway, my toes just cramped. I forgot to mention that both norway and denmark are very cold… Enjoy ur summer Xox

This is a picture of my girls and I. This was taken at our Prom...

Thu, 24 Jun 2010 11:33:52 -0400

This is a picture of my girls and I. This was taken at our Prom Night, “Manhattan by the Moonlight” which was taken place at The Tapis Room, Four Seasons Hotel Jakarta on June 12th, 2010.

I was really happy that the event could run smoothly (as I was the head of the committee :$) but in the end, I was really sad. Knowing the fact that we will be separated and that memorable high school is now over.

Oh well, real life awaits.
Cheers.
Xox

I just lost two of my faves bracelets. And I’m very mad. I...

Wed, 23 Jun 2010 11:51:58 -0400

I just lost two of my faves bracelets. And I’m very mad. I must have dropped it somewhere..

facebook account

Mon, 21 Jun 2010 09:50:23 -0400

facebook account

on va ou?

Mon, 21 Jun 2010 09:45:00 -0400

here i am, in front of my sister’s laptop. typing these words. well, i gotta say that i have lot of errands by tomorrow. first, i have to go to my school, sekolah pelita harapan international sentul city, which is like 60ish km from my house to take what we usually call ‘ijazah’, then i have to go to the kantor wilayah departemen pendidikan cibinong to have my ‘ijazah’ legalized. afterwards, i have to be at trisakti before 2pm for the medical check up for new students and give the form back to the medicine faculty.

now i am waiting for my photos to be uploaded in the same album, so that i wont have to have so many albums in my facebook account! :D

it’s pretty hot in here, and i am looking forward to friday! on friday, i will be flying to russia, it’s my first experience of traveling to russia, so i’m like super excited right now.

i’m still hoping that i’ll received my prom + bali trip photos from my friends so that i can upload it to facebook and tag peoples, haha i know it’s weird but i have my own fun by the time i tag people up. lol.

oh well. that’s all for today.

xox